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The Last of UsIt's over. We lost. I remember the day when they arrived, and we kept praying that this war would be over. Well, the war is over, but we are the ones who lost.The Last of Us by sandra1328
I remember watching all the people I knew die one by one. They were slaughtered, oh, so brutally. I couldn't do anything but watch and run away. I couldn't save them. But the worst part is watching my loved ones die, protecting us. They sacrificed themselves for us. I wanted to cry, but there was no time to do so. We had to escape from them.
I thought there was a limit to how many dead people a person would see in one's life. I guess I have passed the limit.
I've seen many people die by their hands... And I've also seen people end their own lives. I wonder which is worse, being killed by them or losing all hope and decided to end it all. But I guess what's even worse is having to watch all people you cared for die before your eyes, being able to escape from them knowing you're probably the last surviv
The girl in the mirrorWhen I look in the mirror, I see a sad girl with an unfortunate past.The girl in the mirror by sandra1328
Behind her smile, she hides her unhappiness and all her insecurities.
She is a girl with stories to tell, yet, no one would care if she tells them.
There is a girl inside, trying to break free from this shell.
When she smiles, there is sadness in her eyes.
Sometimes she seems very distant, deep in thought, and she has that upset look only for a brief moment, before snapping back into reality, and back to her wearing a smile.
She is wearing a mask all these times, trying to hide the tragic incidents in the past of her being bullied, manipulated, criticized, rejected, neglected, looked down upon...
Others may think she may be weak and fragile after all these upsetting encounters, however, I see a strong, independent girl, being able to withstand all these happenings in her life.
A tough girl who is trying to forgive, forget and let go of the past, and move on without ever looking back.
This is what I see from the girl
Distance The worst part about me liking someone is that I couldn't do anything about it because I'm afraid of being rejected.Distance by sandra1328
All I could do was just watch him from a distance. This distance makes me feel safe, yet at the same time, insecure.
Our age differences, even though just a few months, is an issue to me. Also, you're very tall...
I feel like there is no way of me getting closer to you. You are always surrounded by your friends... and they wouldn't try to get to know me. But then again, I could take the initiative. However, I feel like they won't accept me if we got together, which is already a challenge.
I don't know why I still like you even though you used me. Perhaps it's your appearance that draws me in. I never truly got to know you even though I tried.
I think your age, height, friends and me afraid of being rejected, are what caused this distance...